Body dysphoria.


 Such a weird thing to experience especially when you’re fatphobia ! 

This is probably the most personal post but what the hell, if you see this it means we are family, i have let you in completely. 

growing up in a big family nobody really cared about nursing your feelings most of the time. what is self esteem and anxiety? where have you ever heard of such because nobody in this family has ever been through it. i went through it all but nobody really understood what was going on  with me. 

in a homestead with more than 13 children you’re taught the fundamentals of survival in the outside world as a group and you are told to go out there and make it. conversations with your parents are rare there’s just too many things to be wary of. Nobody really cares until you do something drastic like disappearing from…

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